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  轻轻的调子摇醉了黄昏,那是高脚杯中撞击的声音,酒,一杯接着一杯却不知啥滋味。有人说酒是辣的,也有人说是香的,更有人说是苦的,还有人说喝酒得分人,喝酒的人不同,喝到的滋味也不相同。他喝多了,又清楚的知道自己还没醉,他又觉得自己已经喝醉了,却还想喝,因为还能喝。
  沙发上只有他一个人,桌上只有一只高脚杯,旁边铁观音在茶杯里冒着热气,瓶子里还有一大半酒,桌对面有一矮皮凳子,头顶五颜六色的灯光很容易让人产生幻想,一次又一次打在皮凳上的灯光,被一次次摔碎了的幻想,不知疲倦。
  包厢内装饰华丽并不高贵,一棵绿色的塑料树依偎在窗户旁,紫色的窗帘拉开一半,落日余晖状若梦,落在塑料树上,照在他的脸上,斜阳轻抚脸庞,能否拂去一身尘,让人从此不沾因果肆意轮回,闲看六道世间物,转身自在向太虚。
  晚霞美在西山后,刚从他眼中消失,又涌现在他心头,这日月往来间,惹来浮想千百篇,观情于水月洞天,俯首对花影摇动,全把心情捉弄。
  一个人的酒,只能一个人喝,就像一个人的心和心事,只能在一个人的胸膛,真心如何真情如何,别人看不到,他也没法拿给别人看,心事又能如何,谁都不能解决自己心上的事,能解决的事从来不会搁在心上。拿出心事换瓶酒,酒与心情是好朋友,若把自己喝高了,心里话也就多了。能说给谁听,酒又不懂人情,说些个人心情又越来越闹心,他轻轻摇晃着酒杯,杯中滋味让他分不清。他与酒的关系,像一个初次见面的朋友,相逢只恨话题少,聊的话题多了,对这个人也就了解了,仿佛就是两个孤独的朋友,当你孤独的时候,我会陪你一起孤独,但我们的孤独,究竟是各自的孤独。就算是多么了解彼此,而孤独,一直是一个独立存在的个体。
  孤独的滋味就像一张沉默的网,将所有感受都困在网中央,他越沉默心越慌,心越慌张越迷茫,就如窗外的夜没有尽头。只能融入夜色,把自己变成黑夜的一分子,夜色如城,他不像是个投宿的人,因为杯中还有酒,因为他的故事比夜长,而酒已不算知己,多像一个熟悉又陌生的朋友,因为有太多心事不能再对你讲,只是习惯了喝酒。他不记得这种习惯什么时候养成的,当他发现孤独爱上酒时,就像他的爱人,一个人一旦爱上一个人就很难忘记,可他抓不住爱人的手,牵过的手不见了,能抓住的,只有手中的杯和杯中的酒。
  情怀总是不经意,惹人烦心不自理,如见黄沙遍地,拾不起一点绿,他把感情举杯在手心,就算不喝酒,也知它能让人醉。一杯不解优,千杯化成愁,让人沉迷的水,滚滚入深情,写个黄河向东去,读作长江不归人,两岸景色是妙笔,才情诗意最难拟。
  爱人出现在心头,他觉得自己更像这杯中酒,喝的不是忘情,而是整个曾经,他喝的也不是回忆,而是徒劳的惦记,他喝着自己,一杯一杯不知情意,究竟是哪种滋味让人这么难受。忘不了的你,只有情深故事感动人,留下他的梦就像飘忽的风,他想吹吹风,让风吹的他没有梦,又怕这阵风吹的他一个人痛,当疼痛感不能与那个人分享,就只有把它搁在自个心中。头顶的灯光还在不停的幻想,一次一次打下让人迷醉的光,而他目光早已迷失了方向。
  耳中熟悉的情歌知道他是酒吧的常客,一个被情感遗忘的人,总喜欢听一些想遗忘感情的歌。时间最能治愈情伤,一分一秒走的太慢,分秒换年又让人觉得突然,日月乱转时光变,匆匆一瞬间转眼便是沧海桑田,一旦发现时间不见了,就只能把往事当作浪漫了。
  醉眼朦胧的他,仿佛又看见那只蝶依然停落在花朵上面,蝶恋花的美好情意,好像注定了就该用悲情来做结局。因为能与蝴蝶双宿双飞的只能是蝴蝶,也只有在花丛中才能找到赏心悦目的那朵花,能够在草丛中绽放的花,被人称之为野花。
  就算你跑遍山野找到了那朵野花香,会有人觉得这是真情意,也会有人问这样累不累,值不值。如果浪费青春只能唤醒一朵花,那么这些温柔就可以欣赏千万她。在爱情面前所有人,宁愿自己是个傻子,天真的爱那个人一辈子,其实我们都知道,只有天真是属于傻子的,而爱,不是一个傻子就能拥有的,像是傻子根本就不配爱情一样。
  记忆从心底出发,想让眼睛能够看到,需要一种刺激。酒,是情感最好的刺激物,他的双眼仿佛看到了挚爱的人,就像她重新一次回来了他的身边。
  端起酒杯,他对她说“每天每夜都在思念着你”
  明亮的眼睛看着酒中的容颜“可惜!再也不能像从前那样爱你”
  喝完杯中酒,他想睡了,可能是因为累了,也有可能是醉了...走出酒吧门口,夜已深,夜色掩饰了他的身影,他是深夜的一分子,他应该很多话想对这个夜说,他却用夜色伪装出沉默,夜风像是吹不尽的愁。
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